Hang's LS.

2012-01-29T12:18:00.001-08:00

如果能再参与你生活的点滴就好了，我不贪心。

I wonder why？

2012-01-06T10:33:00.000-08:00

Okay ,this will be my first wall post on 2012 , so I step into 20 years old and what is the wishes for 2012?hmmm.
1. I hope mum will be better, it's kinda simtia when see she not healthy as last time.
2. I do hope happiness stay with me like lately I always do.
3. I hope this year never gonna disappoint me as I have something expected happening :)
4. Hope me and bros no longer happening argue as last year .

So it was like finally I have my own car for coming week, I know maybe it's not a big deal for others, but to me it was like present of the year ,errrrr no is 20 years.

Lately I have been thinking about her again , I feeling so dump seriously?I don't know what make me remind of her, but yes I do .But I knew lucky stuff won't happen twice in my life, I knew it and to my dearest ...you don't have to feel guilty to yourself ,but try cure yourself with something so you can move on with those tears and waive away those shit from him from your mind.
So I all I have to do is get over those loneliness by myself but not anyone i guess?because I start understood that people have their own life? people not really need spent their time to reply every text of you or accept all invitation u have sent, they have their own stuff to busy with .
I will never rely on others to let those shit happen again.

Anyway, happy new year to Hang.
I not gonna say is a new life, because as I have said it about 19 years, let's try something special this year , says : life is good when think positively .
Luck , people !

.

2011-12-12T01:56:00.000-08:00

Stop kidding me.

2011-10-03T11:02:00.000-07:00

I'm getting over, don't think too much my friend?
I'm not that sick of attention ,I still goes on with my life, I won't be stick around you the rest of the time, don't be scare.
and is really glad that u getting over him, is a good news for you , don't lock yourself :) .

I heard some rumors about me and Shini , i feel that is really funny.

This is the way we are, so fuck yea not gonna change everything.
I don't think one guy and one girl must end up with love, get it?

Are you feeling good?:)

2011-09-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

Harlo.

Finally here we come for the end of my birthday.

First of all, thanks you so much for all my friends celebrating Birthday with me.

Thanks you very much , really.:)

There's something I learn in this few month .

Like what we suppose to care about, how we gonna live happily?

How we gonna ignore words from somebody else which will never bother you even you are in trouble?

I'm trying hard to get over some problem.

I just solve it on the day I birthday .

Yeah 00.00 if my birthday , it's my first step ever , and i feel great.

Keep a distance with somebody else, this way always work.

I just get a news from someone else breaking up , I suppose to feel sad about him , but think about what he done to me last time, I feel god is fair.

Things finally back to him, thanks you god :).

Thanks you for wishing me more than 20 times, thanks you from deepest of my heart:)

P/s: I feeling so happy in September, Never feel so relax and happy before, hope everyday I gonna live in this kind of life style :D　

2011-08-27T09:04:00.000-07:00

好怀念的身影，好腼腆的笑容，好尴尬的道别。

2011-08-14T10:56:00.001-07:00

I just watch Scream again.
I have to say this is the best movie ever, i mean which is my first date =P.
Oh yeah, it was a history,but I cherish about that,not to forget chat time taste like 紫菜。haa

Morning.

2011-08-12T15:12:00.000-07:00

Hey good morning ,people.
I have pass all my result , i feel so glad about that.

In this sem break, I learn lots of thing.
Especially about friendship and tolerating.
About how much distance you should put in a friendship.
Thanks you to be my listener, appreciate so much :).

Recently, I found out that she have become more and more attractive.
Well,congratulation .
Sometimes , I feel that you should live happier, isn't it?
I also should walk out and face my next future girl right?
Perhaps, You should have a lot of guy goes around you as you had a kind-heart and great outlook.
I wish and bless you with smile, good luck honey .
Hope you get you guy one day which don't give you so much pain but happiness all the way long. :)

Sherry just bought her new phone, homia!!!

and HI , I'm Hang.

2011-08-06T19:28:00.000-07:00

做人做到这样真失败。

2011-08-04T06:00:00.000-07:00

Woots, Result will be release tomorrow.
I hope I won't fail any subject =X .
pray hard !

I get myself a watch , I know maybe is not a big deal for others, but this is my own effort to get it.A satisfaction can't translate to any other words!

Beside that , these is the thing i get myself with the money I earn.
I know maybe it's nothing to proud of, but...at least I don't have to request from mum anymore just like a kid.

Some photo from Cameron ,take with my HTC :) .

Of course not to forget about the outing .

Good luck everyone, all the best . :)

HI july...

2011-07-16T06:56:00.001-07:00

HI , finally I got da mood for updating my blog.

Yeah, I finish my final exam.

For the third,or fourth sem?

I can't really remember.

I feel so disapointed on this sem exam, I'm worried of my result..

Is my effort not enough during exam , or I not paying attention in class?

Or my brain actually having problem?

I swear I work damn hard...

Popi I pass all subject !!

About holiday, really lifeless.

working working working,

The job really damn tough...

but the pay is really attractive !

I hope i wont pay for my retake fees as this work is damn damn tough.

Please!!!

I think we have been broke up for almost 3 month.

Seriously I'm so tired of keep want letting her go.==

But i really do miss her some of the time.

The more desperate I'm, the more tired i m after working.

I really hope get some words from her, even a message would really cheer me up.

Therefore I visited her blog try to figure out how's she doing lately.

awwww,she seems argue with the guy..

I text her.

I can't get her replied , I guess she out of credit or something.

During yesterday night, I get awake from a call, is from her.

OMG, i feeling like I'm really excited about that, how long time i dint get her call after broke up.

I pick up the call, she ask about me lately,but I heard another girl voice.

I figure out what's going on.

After few nonsense talk, we end up the conversation.

I feel so weird , I suppose to be happy when get her call.

no, I should say is really excited about that.

I knew she called me for some reason,I guess she lose in some games and punishment is to call me.

Tell me, if you acting a role like me, tell me what kind of feeling suppose to have?

To be a gentleman that atleast she called me , she treat me as friend.

or in a emo way, she's really try to have fun for calling a guy who actually still can't letting go .

I saw she remove the flower photo .I guess she totally move on, I still stand the same starting point.

In conclusion,

I miss you?

haha.

2011-06-07T08:49:00.000-07:00

I just a picture from her at facebook.
Wao, she seems really happy lately.
I was thinking maybe I should never be that selfish for only steping 16 days.
She deserve better life?
I hope so, I still love the girl with smilling but not with guiltyness...
:)

Wish u good luck my dear .

I don't know what to write.==

2011-05-25T10:39:00.000-07:00

Thanks for time to shini, thanks.I'll be fine, it's depend on myself no one can help.
but i swear to god i gonna get ride of this shit.

I hope sherry gonna be fine with her gf, it's aint easy sherry.Fight hard!

But to be serious, I don't know what's the actual matter to get over it.
There's no any formula, but I guess there nothing gonna help unless i really move my step.
It's too much memory flash back, I wonder how can I let go those memory.but i will learn, i will never disaapoint my friend who supporting me.I try not to stuck on those thing which dont even give me a damn ...
Please, let me get over it, I don't wanna suffer anymore!
I wanna fuckign move on, yes you can Hang !

Nowadays I learn about ignoring words, it's work.
Hear what you wanna hear, do what you wanna do .
Ofcourse , you may listen to other's comment , but you can filter it before go to your brain.
Live your own life ,not others mouth.
This is what i learn lately.

我当成是宝，他却看着是草。他妈的!!!!!!

this tell me that world ain't fair, you never doubt it, because it-just-so-unfair if you talking about your girls falling in love with you best friend.
Ya , that's it .:(
NO, she's not mine anyore , right?
*ya...=|
This is truth, always.
It's time to wake up.
This is tough way , but i gonna keep walking with SN's support, thanks.

.

2011-05-22T02:39:00.000-07:00

i just talk to her yesterday, i found out that i thnking too much...
i think she must be guilty more than wanna have me back.
It's really take time.
I'm not fine, it's truth..

I know sometimes people learn to move on , it just take time..
but i just realize, i dont even move one step from the situation...
can't get myself a reason, IMY :(

2011-05-20T10:56:00.001-07:00

I cant describe what's my feel down.
I feeling so down and numb .:(
okay, facing the fact never easy, why do i get this feedback even every time i m serious in relationship,it's not fair.

2011-05-20T10:56:00.000-07:00

I cant describe what's my feel
I feeling so down and numb .:(
okay, facing the fact never easy, why do i get this feedback even every time i m serious in relationship,it's not fair.

2011-05-17T23:26:00.000-07:00

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加油！！！！

Recently..

2011-05-17T22:43:00.000-07:00

I feel kind of mess up these day, I don't even know what's wrong==.
My result....
I really did put effort on it, how come huh .hmmm
ermmm,idk.
Still have Eco assignment that i have to do alone,walao eh...
nui...

HOw come everything so .......

Idk what to say , Fight hard la?
althought i know there not getting a good result or somethign else.==

18 days.

2011-05-10T04:46:00.000-07:00

It's 18 days since she left me.
Seriously, I was thought that I will getting better.
But...
Seems like if I go to some place which me and her went before,i feel feeling so umcomfortable.
I know people properly says : come on, you can get over it, you can.no big deal.
yeah, i think so.

Everytime I think about the reason we broke up, the feelings killing me.
Yeah, E-V-E-R-Y-T-I-M-E :(
I just can't accept that she can't let go my buddy..my buddy?!
and I was thinking about the moment we had been through,it's really goood..
As sweet as the memory was,I feeling like I get cheated..I know maybe i shouldn't put those evil thing on her mindset..
but,i really cant stop thinking about when she was holding my hand, and still thinking about him?...
I knew both of us try to be friend , just that we really can't find any topic..
everytime i look at your picture ,i felt that i really miss you..
and once i think i miss you, i think about everything about you..
once i think about you, i think about how u left me,u still like my buddy...
Why everytime my relationship can't end up with some sweet memory..

My friend was making fun on it, what to do?
I know they just kidding, and i really lazy tell them how i feeling when remind how this girl left me.
cause i had told million of time..
and those nick name they put on me, I really dont like.No, I hate it.
what to do?their mouth never stop, so i choice to ignore it?
The time we can stick together not much , i think is just about 2 years?and we wil be left each other.
so i try to keep my angry-ness & mad-ness , and try to have a good time with them,althoguth they never-ever respect my name.
still thanks god that we still helping each other when anyone of us in trouble.
love you guys.

Life is good, depends on what mindset we put on ourself,
best wishes to myself and all my friends.

Lai le Lai le.

2011-05-02T06:01:00.000-07:00

WOO,It's really make me exhausted these day.
Fair really tired :(

Assignment and mid-term all coming soon.
really tired.

Alright,I feel better these day.
Maybe sometimes I shouldn't that often hanging out with girl,you might think i m not serious.
but , whatever.

living in the moment,

2011-04-27T10:55:00.000-07:00

I had deleted more than 10 post in this period.
The post which I feel can express myself but after that I feel so wrong to public it :(

Yeah, I just end a relationship not long ago.
I know it's short, really short.
But it's really take me lots of thing and I learn after I fail this relationship.
Hey ,peeps.
Here is advice, please make sure that the one beside you is really fall for you, if not please let go.
I'm serious, learn the past from me.

I have been acting so weird lately..
I know.
I'm sorry.
I have become impatient, and I don't even dare to hear her name.
I might be acting like a fool, My mouth said : I'm fine, i starting facing the truth.

No ,I wasn't .
I wasn't...
But I know this have to finish and get over.
I'm really tired of this,
non of my relationship goes right ,never.
I'm really getting over it, time will cure.
It's just hurt when know the reason , I knew.

But bad time will over .I hope so.
People grow up ,really.

Assignment,mid-term is really coming soon.
Maybe I should start taking action , but not only using my mouth..
yeah, i have to be!
Luck :)

2011-03-22T06:23:00.000-07:00

?

2011-03-10T08:41:00.000-08:00

Okay, I know she out of situation already.
she try to get off all shit as she can .
Alright,
Hello my ordinary friend.

Life never easy .Fuck life 999999999999999999999

2011-03-07T01:28:00.000-08:00

Hey, here we go for my holiday.
First of all , I might apologize to anyone that I being mad these day.
I'm so pressure and stress.
I'm sorry .

It's silly, just finish exam, what's wrong with my fucking mind?_|_
Okay , please tell me you know what to do when a girl falling on your best friend and you crush on her.WTH?
And the girl still wonder what to do?
and you just feeling like letting a girl like that go is too wasted but you don't have any way to control your emotional and feelings.
and she counldn't tell an exact answer that she's like you?
and you just so pain when you see she's emo because of you?
and you don't feel like pressure her.but if you din't did that you will feel like suffer cause can't get the answer which you expected?
You couldn't jealous because you ain't anyone for her?
Friend?yeah sure, She can be treating everyone that friendly,this is her.
She's so good and pure.
No I would say I never feel like a girl attitude can be that attractive,never.
Please ,anyone,anyone know what to do just contact me please.
It's ain't easy to treat a 'more than friend' as a normal friend,totally ain't easy please.
I try to tell myself: take it easy man, no big deal just being friend?
Fuck, to be honest I hope I'm the one holding the hand but not others.
Maybe Jsheng is right,these thing can't rush,i think she won't pick me...?
Tell me what to do when I don't feel like let go a girl so good...
but she ain't picking me...
i Knew she need time, I knew..
Just how should I get over myself back to normal and i can totally ignore her feelings?
Fuck myself 99 , i don't think i can.
Sometimes I just hope she's not that friendly, not that friendly..
I know i m selfish but i hope I'm the only man can hold her hand and make her in love with.<3 I never had a strong crush like this, never. She's so kind and friendly, she feel like make anyone happy to solve their problem, I knew many would become happy because of her, I knew. But there must be someone jealous about ..someome ,you know?just hope she's not that friendly, it's more than enough, I hope will be getting special for her, atleast she will think about me someday?
here's photo about myself recently

2011-03-03T20:39:00.000-08:00

I know it's ain't easy to get your heart ,especially boy like me.
I know It's ain't easy to let you get over him,especially you be with him everyday.
I know it's ain't easy to keep going with you , I have to give you sometimes and be strong.
Girl like you, deserve better than more.

I couldn't say I could wait you like forever, atleast I hope to be with you when you are in trouble or whenever you woke up someday that you feel :eh, i miss him?

I looking forward on that day.

I just don't feel like wanna pressure her ,I knew it's not gonna work as I had ruin so many times...
I ain't acting like emo freak last time, I doing great.
God bless .I need some luck.

Hello holiday.

2011-02-25T07:40:00.000-08:00

Hello .
holiday.
<3
haha

Just can't wait for the date on wednesday ,I hope she excited for that too :)

grrrr!

2011-02-23T08:57:00.000-08:00

I'm totally stress up.
I'm serious.
I never facing a sem like this.
I can't complete my statistics past year, damn.
I need you so bad sister !!!!
IM?o0o
What if i finish cover 15 chapter but still can't answer MCQ.
Really make me so stresss!

I don't know what to do, seriously.
I know my sister can help but I need to understand exactly the question .

Arh, ok .
I know I have crush on someone.
Too bad, I knew it's take time as we don't know each other much.
I wonder that why she's appearing?
she's so ...weird?
damn, I will be getting nervous if the one I crush on doing something out of my expectation.
for example like, she's not replying my text?
That's sound so cissy = =.
Yeah i Know i trying myself to control not to ruin anything.So far until now everything still alright.But I gotta feeling, it's not gonna work for us. LMAO!
Yeah I got this feeling, I too negative thinking or actually no one is fall for me?
Friendship have it's benefit?
alright, Lai Ri Fang Chang.

Hey, if you think my blog is sucks, or comment on my words.
Just fuck off, no one force you to click on my blog, ?

that's crazy

2011-02-21T06:27:00.001-08:00

Okay ,now I know it's crazy.
Okay I think should stop texting anyone before I ruin my final.
What's wrong with me lately?==

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nice:)

2011-02-20T10:21:00.001-08:00

Have a great date with you,thanks :)

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=|

2011-02-19T09:52:00.000-08:00

aiya, what to do?
wish I shout everything to her, but I really know that's no turning point once i did it.
so?
just go to bed now, !

Aiya.

2011-02-18T10:46:00.000-08:00

Harlo , my dear bloggers.
seriously, you guy should be happy if i wasn't update,know why?
cause I got nothing to worried about, so i won't be here actually.haha
Hmm
first of all, I feeling sorry to know that they are broken up, I feel so sorry about that.
They both were couple that I envy, they are sweet enough...
anyway, js be cheer :)..
really..

I realize that love's bring lots of hate and it will really changing life.
I', talking about the big different before in love , in love-ing, and after broke up.
Too bad, i just can't imagine what if I'm the one...:(

Okay , let's talk about valentine's day .
Well, some of my bro as usually hang out with their girls.
erm, good luck bro, wish you and your gf will be last foreve <3 best wishes,esspecially taoyong = = after that me and my bro went to sega for Johnny's birthday! happy Birthday !:)

Recently I feel getting closer and closer to her, really. *amsyok-ing I know we not gonna happen anything,not even something?get it?haha probability that gona happen between us is ..... I will be the hot guy when I wake up tmr morning :)
友达以上，恋人未满。
that's all .haha
about future thing, who know?
Hope she enjoy with her bf, best wishes...?
haha,whatever.

Okay, my final exam is coming soon,o0o
gonna fight again, i get a totally dissapointed marks for my BS ,
I need my sister so bad recently because she really help me lots !
thanks, nerd !:P

I watched a movie lately, holly shit.
So sweeeeet.totally my type of movie =D
hahaha.

NExt, photo talks !
(hiking ,single guy movie's day,bla bla bla )

Before i say good bye,here's my girl .

Megan baby!!!!<3

goodnihgt ;)

she's - not- mine. = =

2011-02-15T02:51:00.000-08:00

I'm sooooo jealous ?

Tell me what to do?
WTF!

That's life !That's life I talking about !

2011-02-06T23:51:00.001-08:00

Hello! :D
My Chinese New Year holiday come to the end.
Well, recently I kinda love my life, never thought my life can be so relax.
but...too bad exam sooon !
Shit, gonna fight like a bull again .
Too much activities , let's rewind !

Breakfast with shini . :D

First avenue movie with my bro.

Two silly guy act like a pro (o0o)

Red-box-ing!

Wkang's birthday, thanks for the dinner.

First to mois, I enjoy so much !

Dragon-i with parents.

QE2 having some drinks with my bro !

daorae korean food bbq with family ;D

Still got lot lot lot of photo and activities haven post up,
hmmmmm
Voodoo next time !

:(

2011-01-24T03:55:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I wondering can I am working that hard is make my life changing?
I saw a BMW stick with a P in my college again.=(
and i don't even have my own car...
Damn.

2011-01-21T06:17:00.001-08:00

如果有一天爱不再迷惑
足够去看清所有是非对错
直到那个时候你在我的心中
将不再被歌颂把你当作天后
不会再是我.

I did it, :)
*LIKE*!

2011-01-18T09:29:00.001-08:00

You will never know ..

2011-01-05T03:44:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps, here I back.
talking about my Sem break.
Have lots of fun .
Ipoh - Taiping 1 day trip.( jiekang still haven upload photo ==?)
Jiekang's gf surprise party.
Yeah I do enjoy my sem break.You?:)

I just receive a lot of news about couple broke up.
It just too sad to hear that :|
seriously , I just can't stand the feeling when you lost some of your beloved.Not even dare to think.
About my friend, he's facing some problem with his gf,I hope he will get over soon, he and her are both my best best friend, just too hurt if they really broke up, such a waste.
Relationship is much more complicated that I can handle and understand, damn.

Talk about my mood recently, well.
I feel great :)
you knoow what, I just can't stand the "me" when in SEM 1
atleast i got no trouble now?
Study and work is the main stuff I wanna handle now.
Don't ever ask me what you gonna do if she single again, I don't care man.
Sometimes thing just too hard to get back last time, I ain't so cheap .Once I said get over her means that's the end of us.

I'm chia chiun hang.I can survive without girl still.
I don't want get back to the messy life as in SEM1, i don't want someone control my emotion everyday.Wondering will she look at me today?why she wasn't talk to me today?why she ignore my message again?
Come on.When its timing, the real she will be appear .

2011-01-04T08:40:00.000-08:00

It's my new phone.
I'm loving it.=D

Don't...

2010-12-15T07:22:00.000-08:00

Girls are such weird, or I'm the only weirdo can't read through them ?
That's why i'm still single and no girl interested about me.
Damn , they change their mood don't even need 12second. wtf?
I guess their bf/people who she like is important than normal friend？
i can make conclusion, girls are really weird!!!

2010-12-13T05:24:00.000-08:00

Money Is King!

Please don't involve in any complicated situation , wo bu yao!! =)

Honest to yourself?

2010-12-10T10:16:00.000-08:00

Hmmm, have u ever in a situation that you told many lies so that can let go those insecure feelings?You try to let everyone know about what you thinking about, so that they won't judge on your right anymore?
Have you ever meet the girl that you used to cherish her in your mind & your are still nervous everytime you know will meet her in somewhere or accidently bump her at somewhere with her beloved & you feel heart-broken?
Have you really can face her and talk to her even more than 30 second?I don't have the guts.
I don't even have the guts to stalk at her, seriously.
She almost get me un-breath when she's around.
I just thought i'm brave enough, too bad I'm failure= = .

I feel I changed, I changed to kind of realistic after I been to college.
Or I start how important money is?
My hp is spoil, moving house soon, my bro plan for trips.
Oh god, everything about money ,everything.
I used to think : come on, there's no different between rich and poor guy?
I was wrong, so wrong.
I start envy some of my classmate, i mean like I hope I were him.
Atleast, I don't worried about how I suppose to hang out when come to rainy day.
Or you feel so excited going somewhere but you just realized you have to wear a god damn helmet when there is some place you have to wear tidy and clean.
I know, my family try give me everything as they can.
But as I'm growing up, I request more and more thing which they can't afford.
Actually I feel so lucky I have a mum like that, really.
She gave me everything she can ,everything.
So its time to figure out how to get my own car from now on, I'm just so HUNGRY of that.
Sick of riding motor .
How come i'm not hungry to have my own car last time, why?
Cause I mix up with my rich classmate?hmmm , humanity ...
I just can't stress my mum anymore, she gave me too much, too much.
She satisfied my need, laptop, air-con, new house...
It's too tough for a single woman.
My dad?hmmm, rm400 a month for my mum and i was going to like clap hand and say thanks dad?????==

I feeling lucky to have my mum always by my side,it's not too late to work hard for my future.
I want to get rich, I mean not just W-A-N-T , but HUNGRY FOR IT !

Alright, it's Elaine birthday next week, I dont know what to give as her bday present .It's too weird if having dinner with her but without present.
I try figure it out, just in case i forget wish her.

Happy Birthday , Elaine =)
You will find some guy, some day ! hahaha

I have to sleep now, time to work for tomorrow?
NO !is later==
Night peeps.
Blogging is the best listener to me, how i going to express my feel without you?=)

Just in case you forget about me, here my photo

Shan took it with her 'pro' skill which i don't agree that
I name this photo as :
NOT-SO-FAT ==

I hope i pass all subject in 17th dec.
Please...!
I bo lui kozai fail liao !

La-la-la

2010-12-06T23:09:00.000-08:00

於是愛恨交錯人消瘦，怕是怕這些苦沒來由。

Damn, I like this lyrics so much! :)

My Messy Holidays

2010-11-28T02:54:00.000-08:00

Hello people, finally here come to the last paper of my final exam.
Well, for me actually I never plan to study for my last subject yet.LOL
I don't know where should I start so just forget about it, wait for the tips :)

Yeah, So I consider my holidays start now.
Well, Jsheng and Jiekang start working.
Due to my agent is having her examing , so i din't take any part time job yet.
Okay, let's talk about my final exam, I did try my best.That's nothing to regret anymore.
But from my experience , my hard work never equal to good outcome,so let's just forget about I want to score HD or D grade in any of the subject.Hmm, atleast take 2.0 for each of the subject not a problem I guess?except one subject ,which is EBT.I'm just so worried about it...I hope can get a 2.o is more than enough .

Hmmm, talking about holiday ,what's my plan?
messy , messy & messy .haha
Sleep until whenever I want to open my eyes,eat everything I want,do everything I like!!
I know this kind of bullshit life for others maybe?but this is a good time to rest myself for the preparation of my final,ofcourse I hope can get a job too bad Win Win go exam!!

Tell you guys a shocking new , I going to move from this shitty kampung by next year May!
haha, I'm so excited about this.Me and my family start search for new house ,well i just can't wait to decorate my own room !
It's a big change for me in 2010 , haha.

Wao, just read her blog , 3 months already .
Hmmm,its been a long time, which mean I din't talk and listen her voice in 3 month .
haha, I hope she doing well in her final, i think she did .:)
I just told jack today,I guess she did a correct decision, haha.
Well what will happen today if she's my girl ?
no idea, Emo boy with a shitty wave100,wtf?
haha.
I hope she's alright.祝福你，加油！
What if you ask me: you still miss her?
I'll answer you :I miss every friends of mine :)

I just can't wait to attend shan's party.Friends chit-chat tgh, beer and chicks!
arh, those chicks who have invited to there probably won't interested about me, lol
so what?hahaha
I going to work after shan's party, any work!
because moving house need lot lot lot of money.
I want to able buy something I like to put in my room ,haha.

I just bought 2 pc game,which try to test my Asus baby graphic performance!
ahaha

Oh ya , I just get rm80 from my washing machine, how I did that?
ask my brothers will do !

Gtg now, see ya baby !
HOliday rock [sejarah?wait tips la wey!]

sem2

2010-11-20T21:33:00.000-08:00

Well, study break gonna finish after today.
If you ask me, : are you ready?
I don't know what to answer you, but all i can say is i do the best everything I can.
I'm worried about my effort bring nothing again,but I know I can try my best !
I may not get the good result, but in this study break, i own self-satisfaction.
This is the only exam I can finish everything in study weeek.hahaha.
I think i'm getting more and more fat cause of this week.
Gonna have a keeep fit plan with Sherry, Jogging jogging !

Talking about exam, i'm worried about EBT...
I just can't imagine what if I fail again...
aaaa!I hope I can, I need luck for this subject , seriously.

I hope all DBS's Gina will get the best result and good luck guys =).
Especially to my brosss.

You know what?stop asking me to get gf, i just can't alright?
My height, my body size,how many zero in my bank account.I really don't think any girl will pick me.
I grew up and try face reality.
Seriously, I don't know where the hell I get confident think I can get a girl like her last time ,she never deserved me, not a loser like me, hmmm.
Come on, I really don't interested in love although i quite hunger for love.haha

I'm falling sick,I knew my grey hair gonna pop out again, i almost slp at 6am everday, sigh =(
i need a god damn rest after final exam and ofcourse not to forget i need a hair cut,
I don't even dare to look in the mirror now
Fat+ messy hair cut, wtf?

♥

2010-11-17T02:05:00.000-08:00

2010-11-15T09:22:00.000-08:00

=)

2010-11-12T08:06:00.000-08:00

2010-11-09T04:21:00.000-08:00

What will you do if you feel no one understand you anymore, and start defending yourself each of the second...
sigh.==
I'm not emo,just not feel like want to talk,because i don't know what to say.
Feel like there's have a gap between us.yeah, a big big gap.
I'm not talking about who's wrong or who's responsibility.
but i just feel like far far far away from you guys...
I forget since when I start defending myself ever each of the second.I feel like not allowed anyone bully me.I'm not that fatty on F5 anymore, just wondering since when I changed.
How come i never did it to others?
I know everything we pass through is precious, maybe just a little conflict as usual?
But how come this time I feel like not to say anything because I feeling numb,is it something wrong?
I forget when is the last time I share the deep deep secret with you guys,I think I over-defending myself from you guys.I can't even speak a word when I try express any feeling or secret.Damn, what's wrong？
Come on, stop kidding me.
I suppose not to think so, wtf?
I hope will be okay soon.
I'm tired of defending myself...

Final exam is around the corner,plan & concentration is needed.
Wish her good luck too :)
All the best.

Thanks Loy & Ee Chee for being my listener,thanks lot.

Nth much/

2010-11-07T10:22:00.000-08:00

Just realize the feeling pop-ing out,
Hell...._|_

NOWAY!
You know what, I couldn't let this judge my life anymore...
no way!
I should enjoy my life without her, yeah am I?
No way, it's not gonna happen anymore after I wake up tmr morning!
Good Night !

Night.

2010-11-05T11:05:00.000-07:00

Just finish movie with Kennth Lim & Wei Wei.
Well, such a long time din't watch movie with them, haha!
Having a a great chat with my bro too at old town! =)
I just realized suddenly wana find someone to chat,
Heart-heart chat , like seriously.
Anyone?=(

Life?

2010-11-02T04:04:00.000-07:00

Life teach us to be fake?
Life teach us have to suffer in others comment?
Life teach us have to suit ourself to enviroment and lost the natural personality?

Who said life must go on like that?
WTF?

Life ! =))

2010-10-30T09:06:00.000-07:00

Hello people, finally I'm freeeee sit down update my blog.
This few week were like Working-Marathon !
LMAO!
I think I should take a break on next week, soo tired =(.
Working ain't easy, sigh...
Hmmm,show you guys some pictures of myself lately, hahah.

Random post.

2010-10-20T02:25:00.000-07:00

Final exam is around the corner, and I don't even get ready myself.
PPM, ITB,EBT,Sejarah,B-com test and assignment keep pop-up.
I worried about EBT ,I can't even imagine how to pass in exam .
This subject couldn't revision and read,OH GOD BLESS ME PLEASE !

Recently, I kinda like my class.
I hope environment like can never end until I finish my Diploma,sometimes socialized have to go into right people, right timing.=)

Time to go for PPM assignment and Vocab .
BYE BYE !

When there is not relationship of love, there will be no complicated problem, hell yea hahah!

2010-10-12T07:30:00.000-07:00

I Gonna FUCKING FIGHT YOU DOWN _|_

Stressssss uppppppp!

2010-10-11T04:19:00.000-07:00

Just finish my B-communication Mid-term.
Hmmm, I think I doing not bad in this paper?
Idk maybe this paper quite easy I guess.
But I never expect anything before i get my result ,learn from last time experience.
I tried use some other way study, I hope you won't laugh when you read about this, because it's my 1st step figure out how should study ?

Let's talk about my weekend.
I worked at Gurney during Sat & Sun.
Well, quite many friends visit me,because I'm really getting bored =(.
Attended che sing's party after my work during Saturday.
Make a lot of new friends over there, all hottie ?hahaha
After that I fetch YM back because it's really kinda near my house,we have a great chat when on the way back.

Talking about Sunday,Lixiang & Joey is visiting me during my job which surprise me so much.
I never realized we can talk in that way,so relax...
Maybe love really ruin everything, or maybe all of us are changing.
Maybe some days me and her too?hmmm
Having my Lunch with YM during my breaktime, *thanks lot !

Hmmm,anyway I moving on for test next coming Monday, I feel Motivated =D

2010-10-07T09:11:00.000-07:00

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Daughtry - Over you

What have you done in 18 years ?

2010-10-07T08:29:00.000-07:00

LOL, I realized something when I was going to bed yesterday.
I wondering what have i achieve in 18 years?
I din't score any flying colors result in UPSR,PMR,SPM?
I even fail my AE in 1st Sem of my college.
I don't even play well in any basketball competition.
I din't do well in marching competition.
I din't cut my fat although try it million of time =(

So is it time to change the way I handle thing, the determination of doing something.
Lots of my friend keep asking me why I keep busy for my Job.
I just hope I can buy something for my mum before it's too late.
In 18 years, she feeding a son that never make her proud,but she still never give up.
I'm shame.
I have to do something,something that I can smile when review back.

You know, "try my best " is bullshit.
You never know how is the best you can be, I try figure it out.
I want to change, not from mouth but action.
I hope I can kill all bad attitude...
really .
I wasting 18 years for doing nothing..
Is nothing.

Start from now on, I hope is never late?

Sometimes I deserve not to get a girl because I know I'm acting weird ,
It's okay I just start get ready to manage myself ,so I don't think is timing now.

Awww...

2010-10-06T03:09:00.000-07:00

Well, Finish my Moral Final Exam today.
Went to Js's house for our group study.
This is the first time we so concentrate in group study, it's work !
Well, thanks guys =).
After revision everything, we had a talk.
A heart-to-heart talk, i know this sounds cissy but i have to admit that is a good conversation.
You know, I recently facing a problem.
No matter how hard I study , i still will worried about my result badly
Is my way to study?or really i just think too much?o.0?

Next coming exam is on next Monday,
B-comm!
Too bad , i think i start from later on , have to work on Sat & Sun.
haha.
But I know every time exam I'm getting fat and my grey hair is problem is getting much more serious.
I hope everything prove with result..
reallly!

Erm guys, I don't really just admire on famous & pretty girl.
I'm serious, everything talk about feel...
Just some types of girl will make me crush, but some don't.
To a failure who always falling down from some stupid relationship problem.
Outlook doesn't means anything anymore,
feel is everything.
Get it?
lol

Relationship problem is not a first aim for me now, I just want to try figure out why everytime my result outcome never same as i expect. [i hope moral not included , lol. I had been put in a lot afford ...=( ]
hmmmmmmmm.
I try another way to study for my coming mid-term b-com!

See ya guys !
Good luck

Hello baby !

2010-10-05T02:48:00.000-07:00

Just get my PPM's result not long ago.
Well, erm.. not even satified with it,
22/35 ?Oh gosh, I have been giving lot of effort =(
Maybe the way I study ?strategic of planning my study?Concentration during my study?
Something must be wrong, How come every time my exam never get result that satified me?hmmm
Try to figure it out.

Just try to date Elaine hang out not long time ago,too bad not in the timing.
Well, as usual my friends still getting shock .
Someone, Somewhere popping out : Hang, you want chase elaine is it?
OMG, ==
Come on , just hang-ing out ,no big deal.

Congratulation Jack bought his beloved phone, cost him rm1025.
Alright, I saw this in somewhere in Pragin Mall, guesss what?RM8 each.
My friend said is too expensive,but i feel is worth , because this really so cuteeeeeeeeee!

Evening partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2010-10-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

Its a new develop of our friendship

2010-09-27T10:06:00.000-07:00

Holly shit, I just get blame .
For not attending a freaking lunch that I don't even care.
Come on , i just move my step no long time ago , please give me a break.
Why you guys never think at my side,
HELLO?I'm you guys bro ,not her her her her or him him him him,remember?
I'm the one helping you guys when you guys in deep shit.
Not him him him him him him or her her her her too.
I do something , for a reason.
STOP FORCE ME,IT'S NOT GONNA WORK.

Avoid from arguement is my first thing i want to do, please.
Enough, I'm hurt enough.I just can't believe I listen that words from yours mouth.
FUCK?Don't blame on me, we all take responsible on that.
Without me, maybe you guys will have a wonderful social network?I hope so.
No more shit on me please.

I know social with classmate is important, I knew it.
But how can you guys just blame it on me without knowing?
Social is important, but Bros?

I'm Pissed off.

2010-09-24T12:49:00.000-07:00

If you ever ask me why I being so weird lately?
Fuck, thanks to how's my friend treat me .
I'm pissed off.
It's pointless to argue,arguement never ever come out with result.
I'm tired,this is the N times I write about post like this.
I don't know when I get pissed off and I ran away from you guys.
Please take it serious.

hahaha.

2010-09-18T00:05:00.000-07:00

Shhhhhhhh,stay silent will do .
Stay distance is the best way to do.=)

ouch

2010-09-15T23:41:00.000-07:00

Hello people,
now I'm offically 18 .
So i no longer consider kiddo?
haha.

Anyway, thanks for all wishes from my friends,I appreciate it, thanks !
Well, I guess someone forgotten about my birthday , hahaha.
Its okay, I guesss she just kinda busy?* its a goood way to calm myself if i think so,lol.

Alright, recently lot of people complain about my hair cut, my dressing.
Hmmmm,I know i kinda messy when stay in college .
I just don't think i have to wake up early in the morning and dresss up myself like a birdy.
I know image is important for single boy?
But what if my purpose is to study?
Arh, i will be consider about this.

2010-09-11T12:56:00.000-07:00

Its My Birthday celebration with my b-gang!
haha,
as usual, photo talks.

Well, I love my weekends with my besties.
I have no honey,no moeny.
But I got buddy.
thanks ,
=)
Thanks to all my bros & besties.
<3 you guys!

How I wish you could be appear in any celebration of my birthday , if this gonna come true.that will be a perfect birthday for me =)..

Its my Birthday Celebration!

2010-09-10T21:59:00.000-07:00

Well, just realized time past too fast.
Is September.
I still remember my last year Birthday celebration i past with my Heng Ee School Mate,haha
Alright, as usual we plan go to Tambun to having for dinner.
Well, its so much of fun!
I just lazy wrote it out.
Photo talk !

Alright, You guys make my day.
Thanks !

I'm back

2010-09-06T06:13:00.000-07:00

Well, thanks to Speedy Service of Uni Pack,

Finally my internet is set up after 3 weeks ==.

Well, Just finish my fair job, I enjoy it so much !

Sharon , Weny ,KS, Sherry nice to know you guys.

Thanks for the time, Wish we could work again with you guys next fair.

I kinda getting used, I try to ignore everything, I'm exhausted .

I think time to move my step for someone new?

Too bad, I'm hanker of love yet I find no one.

Just can't wait celebrating my birthday with my Bros and friends.rock !

HAHAHAH

2010-08-27T19:36:00.001-07:00

Well, as I said , its just happen as i expected.
Have to admit i really good in this, hahah
I have a bad day,but not too bad .
Thanks b-gang for by my side, its really make my day.
Its kinda dissapointed to someone that never bother my emotional, hmmmm.
Its a brand new life for her, congratulation.
As a gentleman, Wish her good luck .xD

I wasn't down, cause this is what i expected to happen, time to suit myself maybe?
hahaha.
Today , is a new day !

..

2010-08-21T10:56:00.000-07:00

this feeling is so embarrassing .
I never though I still think so...
It just like everyone is possible flirt with her,
and she seems never treat me so ,never ever?
like she wont ever post something to my wall excect there is something needed my help soo much?
ever care when i down?or i beg to get a fullfil request?
You may say i too sensitive, but i have to say I'm quite good in discovering those thing.
how should i express feeling like this?
erm, jealous?
Hmmm,
this feeling ain't make me sad but weird?
Erm,
I know should let this shit come back, i trying my best.
Somedays , she gonna in relationship with him i guess, good to her.
I hope I can stand, hahaha

Night. =)

Don't be so lifeless,omg.

2010-08-17T08:05:00.001-07:00

Thanks to my cousin, this is the third time she spoil my PC==.
Hmmm,I just realized that I couldn't survive without MSN, PPS , Facebook.
How lifeless I'm.
As Js said, Other than facing my computer i have nothing to do .
But what else I can do other then these stupid software on pc?
seriously, I wish i could do something different than that, damn.

Ok, let's say texting others?
Well, i tried.
In fact, that's make me more and more disappointed .
Like A friend told me, That's no such a need people have to reply your text all the time.
So,other then get mad & i get used to it.

Find some hobbies?
I have, is Basketball !
so should i playing basketball alone at about 11.19pm?
haha

I should neither stop rely on others nor my computers.
But，what can i do?haha
That's a question , i will figure out soon.

HiHI,

2010-08-15T12:25:00.000-07:00

Its 3.25am early in the morning.

But I still not fucking sleep on my bed.

What's wrong with me.

Recently,we kind of back to last time.I like it.

Well, the only differences is I knew what I should i do now & i knew her even more than last time,bad habits still never change .Hmmm

Oh ya, EBT class early in the morning on 9am.

Remark result coming out soon, God Bless!

Dream Girl

2010-08-13T11:16:00.000-07:00

Dream girl, LOL

艾莉丝

Arh.......

2010-08-12T08:26:00.001-07:00

I used scold othes who use FML apply on theirself.

Hmmm,

Well ,this is my turn.

FML! FML!

damn, I don't know what's wrong with me,

everything seems stuck .

EWWWWWWW!

She's surprising me !

2010-08-11T08:36:00.000-07:00

Well, I guess I will will be back to Blogger.

I know the reason sounds stupid, but I try do everything I can to improve my English .

Talk about today, Shini just gave me T-shirt buy from Singapore.

Well, thanks lot .

I kinda like Paris , LMAO .

Here we come for Ma Lat Lou Movie's day,

THIS MOVIE SUCKS !

Study ain't easy .

2010-08-10T09:20:00.000-07:00

Finally, I stay same courses with my Bros.

I just can't tell how disappointed to my result.

I had been really try my best for my study,but the outcome really far away from I want.

Especially for English Paper.I never expect I could failed my English Paper.

God Damn, I still waiting the result of remark.

I hope I really can get over it.

Its the 2nd sem, Everyone seems excited about how to work hard on it.

Well, Too bad I feel so worried for my coming mid-term test, Final exam.

I can't afford to fail any subject anymore.

I even don't have those mind try to fight for better result.

I doesn't give up, I just need some time to back-up my mind.

I'm restless, I'm tired !

Seems like everything back to normal ,but its just a beginning to get over these problem.

Both of us seems like getting normal, finally this is happening,make me feel good.

2010-08-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

Click to get larger view,

Reallly nice. =)

L I F E

2010-08-01T11:08:00.000-07:00

Just finish my job from PC fair, finally its end.

Kinda suffer, but I enjoy it.

Well,seriously I kinda hate of being lonely.

I think I totally get over her, just when will be my real girl appear.

Hmmm, I just kinda tired of finding/chasing/flirting.

I fucking hate that,seriously.

HOLIDAYSSSSS.

2010-07-25T03:56:00.000-07:00

Went to Photo shooting with my friends,

well I just can't wait the album that coming soon.

Last,

I wish Jack Lok & Jie Kang Khor Happy Birthday .

Best wishes to both of you ! =D

Freeedom!

2010-07-10T15:43:00.000-07:00

Finally finish my Sem 1 .

well, i kinda hate this sem,=(

I don't know why?

hahaha

erm, I think I almost get over her, I think just a little litte littte bit more.\=)

I hope this can keep going, I don't wish suffer for a longgg longgg longgg period nothing but emo everyday.

Football , Sport , out-going with my bros everyday,

well, I guess this what means by life.

You still slightly over my mind sometimes, well its not gonna happen few month or week ago.

well, i waiting something new pops up my life !

GL.

2010-07-04T02:41:00.000-07:00

Good Luck & All the Best =D.

=)

2010-06-29T01:07:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, what to say?In this few month too much thing changed beside me?

I lost my girl's friends, the one who closest to me last time or Maybe I'm the only one think so?

hahaha.

We seems lost contact, but however.

You help me a favor whenever I need last time that no one did, thanks ... =)

So nowonder how close we are, you still had your life, I can't blame you I guess?

Taking about the other HER, well seems like we no longer can close as last time too?

Well, I tried my best, so I have nothing blame .

Its kind of bad feeling I guess, but its okay,No big deal just someone disappear from my best friend list.

Good luck in your final exam will do .

Pity me , no girls around me now,but its okay I not gonna die because of it.

hahahaha!

Guess my life have to stay positive, but I don't know how?

Desperate minds, negative thinking. Oh hell, I really want to continue this in rest of my life?==

Hocai, still stick with Bros, if not I gonna be no one.

Talking about relationship things, Good to hear one more guy around me gonna in love.

Good luck bro ! =D

I think I have a serious problem social problems.

I don't know how to solve?

haha , just leave it, no one care.

I no longer back to last time , haha.

Too late, Hang.

You can't go back last time, either start a new life,

stuck in reality , haha!

Kent's bro wedding Dinner & Oriental

2010-06-26T02:20:00.000-07:00

Hmmm,Let refresh my blog with something new.LOL

Well, Say Hello to my study Break holiday! =D

Alright, its today. Kenneth's bro wedding Dinner & Oriental for K song.

Well.

Photo talks will do.

Guess what?she's hot =X

2010-06-20T09:28:00.001-07:00

Guess what?

I ruin something again.

Other then repeating million of time,

I have no other way to move.

I don't know what to say.

N.

2010-06-15T04:59:00.000-07:00

You know what?

I think no one can read my mind.

I just understand what PH told me,

Even your close friend, there might be still secret hiding.

Ermmm, I don't know.

Blogging is a good place to express myself.

Not acting cool,neither Emo-ing,

But atleast I'm Chiun Hang still.

Here is something I kinda addicted.

I know its quite outdate, but who care?xD

lyrics from a song,I like it .

别再叫我心软是最致命的脆弱,我明明都懂却仍拼死效忠.

我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹,像个人气高居不下的天后你要的不是我而是一种虚荣.

有人疼才显得多么出众.

我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容,成全了你万众宠爱的天后

如果有一天爱不再迷惑,足够去看清所有是非对错
直到那个时候你在我的心中,将不再被歌颂把你当作天后
不会再是--我。

2010-06-05T05:46:00.000-07:00

=)

2010-06-01T03:40:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah, Hello .
Erm, I can't & I couldn't talk much about myself recently here.
Why?
Erm,Because I don't even know how to describe about myself lately?
I don't think that consider a perfect life as I wish so?
I still trying my best.
Just very uncomfortable forcing myself to do something I dislike,
But I have no choices?

I'm not happy recently,
but I can sure I much more happier than last time.
")

Move on Hang,
That's no big deal to get over troubles,
Because you are the only one can read your own mind,
Others know nothing, but SHIT . =)

I have to say, thanks NPH.
THANKS LOT.

GBML

2010-05-28T09:11:00.000-07:00

If you love something, let it go.

If it comes back to you, its yours forever.

If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.

想说的话你说给了他，我的快乐从此蒸发；

想听的话得不到回答，我只好还在孤独装傻。

These is the thing I learn from somewhere,
I like the way word express my feeling.
Everything just gonna be alright.

So good to have you,
Thanks for the care ♥

.

2010-05-25T02:18:00.000-07:00

I will be changing soon, I hope I can?
I sick of this, my life suppose to be special.
I want to be special,I don't agree with others keep on humiliate me and my life.
I want my bro are always be with me that no one could fucked up us.
Don't try to be messed up with a guy that depressed for a long time, He might be gone crazy someday.
I wish I could stand on top of food chain that other can't even touch me.
I want get the ♥ I want, I knew this wasn't under my control , I still try my best of the best !

Thanks to who ever look down at me,
I have to say, I found back my confidence that hiding in somewhere for thousand years.Thanks to who ever been hurt my feelings.

You might be laughing behind this post, let me tell you.
I will be the one laugh at you someday,let's see.！

You are special =)!

2010-05-18T20:07:00.000-07:00

Newwwww !

2010-05-05T20:26:00.000-07:00

My drop 2kg in 2 days, that really shocked me.
Feeling numb and pressure.
I feeling luck I found a good listener yesterday,It really make me feel so good.
I feeling so great that finally I could finish my lunch and dinner.

As the listener said.
Face the fact,before problem go serious.
I'm not the lucky guy, never, hahah...
Time could take away everything,
I like the way you say,
thanks bro =)

Position

2010-05-04T11:12:00.000-07:00

Did you know what is your position between someone you care?
Hmmm, I dont know.
Its feeeeeeeeling so bad when getting ignore that someone doesn't care much about you.
I sounds like a pervert ,LOL.
But I understand that, no such thing 1+1=2 in relationship problems,
so,
What to do?haha......=)

All the best =)

2010-05-03T02:52:00.000-07:00

Finally, story come to the end.
haha.
Don't have much feeling to express.
That's same story, same situation, same feeling.
May be I just don't have that luck ,
Anyway, I wish He could accompany you to walk past the shadow your ex gave you,
Good Luck ;)

Today, Is a new day.

2010-05-02T02:52:00.000-07:00

I'm just back from hiking activitiy with my friends,
Well I'm one off the lightbulb,LMAO.
Anyways,I guess who intake in March already get used into the class.
But seriously,I feel stress when step in collage.
I think i should stay out of it.
I have been tired begging other to be friendly.
Just be myself.
As someone say,Everything will be great.
So friendly = Pattern ?
But I don't think your "pattern" is great.Sucker.
From today else, I just try stay out of it,
I treat whoever try to be friendly
Suppose kill this "COW",
Cause its really ruin my mood everyday!

I guess I maybe could read some part of your mind,,
but in someway,
I really can't even sense it ,haha =D

L O S T

2010-05-01T04:36:00.000-07:00

Since Primary school until today, I never face problem like that.
I can't believe it happen in collage life, OH GOD==
I really have no other step to move,
I just want everything be fine.
I CARE ABOUT WHAT YOUR FRIENDS THINK,
cause I like you=D

Guys, don't pressure on them

2010-04-28T10:32:00.001-07:00

I have to admit that I really did Crush on someone.

haha, good news?
I just realized something that I never learn.
We must understand each other, Look at someone beside you?
When you hold her, When you kiss her,Do you really understand what she is?
Some guys never stop chasing a girls, we thought we are the best , We did everything just like in Movie.We treat her as a princess, so we think we try our best, so we think we deserved get her.
.
NO!
Did we really try to stand at her side and think about it?
How suffer is her?
Remember, she not yours , we are not the best.
Remember, She is the one we said We like her very much, did u really gonna let her suffer cause you treat her nice?
How guilty is her when she had to reject someone that treat her good or a good listener.
So, boys be patient , when you know she not yours , let her go.
Don't let her suffer in everything you gave her.
I have to say, nice guy deserve on others,not because of we are not good enough, Just we don't have that luck yet.

If you ask me?
what will I do if i'm one of those guy?
I might be tell you, I try to understand each other make her fall on me better then everyday move the same step keep begging her to accept you.
When you start understanding yourself,means you better then yesterday!

Understand who really care you,
We are not alone.

♥

2010-04-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

HEART-BURN ='(

She's hot.=D

2010-04-25T09:51:00.000-07:00

E X P E C T

2010-04-24T09:54:00.000-07:00

I m tired

2010-04-23T03:50:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I really exhausted.
I told thousand of time don't mention such thing, cause I really Really REALLY dislike that.
I don't know what make you guys think I was just joking?
I don't want use other words hurt each other.
How could you guys expect I told something real in my heart next time..
Why must you guys make fun on those thing I dislike?...=(
I really tired ...
Maybe I acting a role like joker , but please,I still have something I hate so.
Seriously, since I mention don't talk about it, Please stop that.
Like someone doesn't like I comment on others gf, I stop ady, right?

Pasar Malam

2010-04-21T08:35:00.000-07:00

Went Pasar Malam with NPH,
Well Get my new watch,
Grrrr, Life is sooo boring =(

Hang's LS.

I wonder why？

.

Stop kidding me.

Are you feeling good?:)

Morning.

HI july...

haha.

I don't know what to write.==

我当成是宝，他却看着是草。他妈的!!!!!!

.

Recently..

18 days.

Lai le Lai le.

living in the moment,

?

Life never easy .Fuck life 999999999999999999999

Hello holiday.

grrrr!

that's crazy

nice:)

=|

Aiya.

she's - not- mine. = =

That's life !That's life I talking about !

:(

You will never know ..

Don't...

Honest to yourself?

La-la-la

於是愛恨交錯人消瘦，怕是怕這些苦沒來由。

My Messy Holidays

sem2

♥

=)

Nth much/

Night.

Life?

Life ! =))

Random post.

Stressssss uppppppp!

What have you done in 18 years ?

Awww...

Hello baby !

Evening partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Its a new develop of our friendship

I'm Pissed off.

hahaha.

ouch

Its my Birthday Celebration!

I'm back

HAHAHAH

..

Don't be so lifeless,omg.

HiHI,

Dream Girl

Arh.......

She's surprising me !

Study ain't easy .

L I F E

HOLIDAYSSSSS.

Freeedom!

GL.

=)

Kent's bro wedding Dinner & Oriental

N.

=)

GBML

If you love something, let it go.

If it comes back to you, its yours forever.

If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.

想说的话你说给了他，我的快乐从此蒸发 ；

想听的话得不到回答，我只好还在孤独装傻。

.

You are special =)!

Newwwww !

Position

All the best =)

Today, Is a new day.

L O S T

想说的话你说给了他，我的快乐从此蒸发；